An understandable feeling, considering your situation.

[And that's not sarcastic at all; he's being completely honest, with that particular sentiment.]

You have options, of course. Stay here and play along with the program. Stay here and don't. Or start being more aggressive, looking for a way to try and escape.

Right now though none of those has anything standing out for them, making them look more promising or palatable than the rest. It's all a muddle.